left behind

i feel so emo.

i feel like i'm loosing some of the people i love most.

i know i shouldn't hold on and that i should just let go and leave it up to fate.

i want to- i really do but i feel somewhat betrayed and that doesn't make sense either.

and letting go? it's easier said than done.

maybe it's something i said and we're definitely growing apart. but i don't want to loose something that's been such a huge part of my life for so long.

so how now?