somewhere in between

i feel your pain.

i want to hold on to that respect i know is due but i can't.

i've also always felt that we'll turn out like them but i wish we won't.

i hope with all my heart that we will break through the bounds that have constricted them.

write our own history, develop our relationship our way.

it's our time. our generation.

agak sedih

saya rasa macam saya ni agak sedih...

begitu banyak tempat saya nak pergi tapi kalau nak pergi sendiri macam malas dan rasa macam lusar je.

tapi kalau saya merancang untuk pergi, rasa macam pergi sendiri pun agak cool.

yang amat menyakitkan hati adalah apabila saya imagine saya pergi melawat semua tempat dengan 'dia'.

so is it all in my head and the fact that i have had no physical closure whatsoever?

is dreaming still happening because nothing solid was ever said?

is it being simply machoistic not saying anything and just pretending that nothing happened?

forgetting would be so much easier if...

'obsessive shadowing'

simply put: an unhealthy way of life

now make like a cow

moooving on to leaner, greener pastures

Give me the will to hold on.

just say it

feel free to say 'No'