Monday, June 09, 2008

agak sedih

saya rasa macam saya ni agak sedih...

begitu banyak tempat saya nak pergi tapi kalau nak pergi sendiri macam malas dan rasa macam lusar je.

tapi kalau saya merancang untuk pergi, rasa macam pergi sendiri pun agak cool.

yang amat menyakitkan hati adalah apabila saya imagine saya pergi melawat semua tempat dengan 'dia'.

so is it all in my head and the fact that i have had no physical closure whatsoever?

is dreaming still happening because nothing solid was ever said?

is it being simply machoistic not saying anything and just pretending that nothing happened?

forgetting would be so much easier if...

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